It is Stephanie's birthday today! Skype with her last night. I felt some awkwardness in the beginning of the chat cos we haven't meet each other for quite a long time. It's always good to talk to her again. We talked about the reunion that i missed and something about uni. I started to feel the stress. Like what Steph said, stress is actually a good way to make you wanna do better. I failed and fell down again and again last year. That 's why i lost my confidence. I must gain it back from now on.
Sang birthday song for the birthday girl and i am honoured to be the first one who wished her. But after that we get interrupted by the annoying Siow Le. Siow le asked a lot about me and she scolded me. The words that make me feel the worst is this,' Among Amy, Yennie and me( cos we have almost the same name), you are the worst.' Yennie used her time wisely. She went to different places to work. She gained lots of experiences. Amy started her uni and she is doing well. And me. I am exactly nothing. However, i didn't blame her for what she told me. True friend tell you what you have to know. I thought about it before. I didn't want to do nothing at home so then i went to work. But i quit the job cos of some crap reasons. I did look for job again. But my parents and I always have different opinions in finding a suitable job. For dad, he is afraid that i will start to love working and refuse to study again. So then he asked me to stay at home to learn cooking, to study notes and to settle stuff for uni. I wanna do so many things but yet, i am not allowed to do it.
The words keep spinning around my head until i fell asleep. My weakness is that i get influenced by other people's words easily. I think i should have done better but i didn't. I could have tried harder but i didn't. Fail me. hahaha. Since i can't change the past, i will do better in the future. It will be a better me i guess.
Congratulations to the smart Ginny who got a good result in her exam! Chukahae! Why can you be so smart and kind at the same time! I am proud of her. Hope you enjoy your life there. Don't overthink too much. You are way better than you think. God bless you!
Goodluck for Lisa who is going to start her exam soon! Just do your best and i know you can do this! Have faith in yourself! Thanks for always helping me and lending me your hand when i need it. God bless you too!
All the best to Sammy who is having her Grade 12 exam this year. Will definitely visit you guys soon! Hope you are doing well! Don't be too stress. You are so smart so i know you can make it!
And Happy Birthday to the awesome girl, Stephy!! Hope you have a sweet 19th! Stay sweet and kind! Kindness is what makes you different. Wish you can find your love one like what you wish to. Goodluck in everything you do. Love ya <3 <3 <3
Quote of the day:
'Keep moving forward. It's the way to live life'
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