It is okay not to be okay: My 19th birthday!!!

It was a great day full of warmth and touch.

The night before my birthday, i thought i will just welcome my birthday by watching drama but i got a skype video call from Venus and Hui Wen who asked me to skype at 11:30 pm. Stephy and Siow le were asked to join later. They sang birthday song to me and wished me happy birthday! I was so happy and i was thinking ' who else need a boyfie when you have this bunch of friends? ' Thanks to Venus for your call even though you got test the next morning! I hope you did well.

Talked to Siow le for a while after Venus ended the call. She asked me whether i can go back to Selangor to attend the party on this coming Friday. In fact, i really really wanna go when i saw the watsapp messages. Everytime when there's an event, i would always really like to join! But i cant go...My mum said it would be so troublesome and it would be better to just stay at home! After that, i talked to Stephy until 3am. I remembered i slept at 4am that night maybe because i was too excited. I found it comfortable to talk with Stephy. I can tell her everything like my problems and all sort of things! Everytime when i said something bad about myself, she will be like 'Don't say that!' hahaha..

I am grateful to have you, Stephy! I will see you soon! Hope we can meet up very very soon <3

I received text from Lisa, Ginny, Agelya, Si teng , Stephy and other friends on my birthday. Maybe it's a small action to you, it means a lot to me! Thank God i met all of you.. You guys are really sweet! Someone said i am a bit dumb dumb and not seng mok, i admit that actually hahaha...That's why i got a nickname called ' Dumbo'..I should be more alert and seng mok next time! :)

Just realised how much i miss Nritta and Agelya! They are my best Indian friends! I miss everyone there so i wish i can go back fasterrrr please :) However, some people may already left to study like Ginny! I hope you can enjoy your new life and please don't forget me! Send me more snapchat if can so that i can know more about your new life! Fighting! <3

I celebrated my birthday by having long life noodles, red eggs and cake. I used to have long life noodles on my birthday and I LOVE IT!! My mummy taught me how to cook the noodles so that i can cook for myself also!! After cutting my cake, my dad helped me take a lot of pictures of me and my cake! hahaha.. His photograph skill isn't bad at all or maybe his model looks nice also ;) Lol.

I got a call from Ing en at 10:45pm .I thought she forgot about my birthday! She kept calling me and i kept answering but everytime when i answered, the call ended. I was wondering what happen to my phone! I was so panicked at that moment! After a while, i finally can hear Ing en's voice! She asked me to check how many missed call i got at first and guess what? I got 19 missed call from her because i just turned 19!!! I was so surprised when she told me that!! hahaha.. She wished me happy birthday and told me that she didn't forget my birthday! Really gave me a heart attack weih!! Hahhaha I got a nickname also which is 'chili padi' because Ing en said i got a big impact even though i am short!!Haha..

At about 11:58 pm, i asked Lisa to send me snapchat again before the day ended because i can only get the present from Snapchat on my birthday!! Hahahaha...I asked her to send more but she told me that i can only see one present no matter how many times she sent! I am so dumb! :')

I appreciate every friendship i have! Thanks to everyone! Your wishes made my day!

Time to spam photos :)